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Monday, April 27, 2009
PA Championship'09 had made me understand how fragile a team can be but still we fight through the war together and put the best in the race.It's very contradicting to see the crying,the leaving and the fumes scence in my own team. I didn't know my team was so fragile and breaking apart soon.I love PA,they are my heart and soul. This is where I grew up and learn.This is where I found my passion.Crying out will not make them come back.But crying out will make me feel better. Everyone had the thought of leaving,so do I.But I just can't ditch the team just like this.I believe kok ling will make the team better and stronger. - Qian Hui - Shi Hui - Vincci - Wee Peng - TheeBen - Martien - Kok Ling - Veron I thank you all for standing by me when i cry my heart out yesterday when I need someone the most. I love you guys always and I will give my outmost performance for this team and you all. To Kelward, I believe you will read this post.The person I need the most is you,but you aren't there.My sisters was there for me until the very last moment,you came.I appreciate it but my emotions couldn't hold. Alot of people had negative thoughts on you.I knew it all along.It's because of the past you had made others gossip behind your back.I ask Nicholas and he said it's better to see it in my own eyes than listening to others.I felt better.I couldn't talk to you at times cus you have been busy.Your commitment had taken up almost 7 days and your sch had taken up 5 days. I have no one to talk to till now.It's always Qianhui and Shihui.You're e most impt people in my life yet I can't talk to you.And you always said that I got influence by others.I never get influence,I just want to get cuddle by you that's all.I want you to stroke my hair,telling me how much you love me.I want you to hug me in times when i'm breaking down. I see the answer in your eyes baby.I know you love DB. Maybe I should leave you to let you commit this without freting about me.And i'm such a hassle to you.Getting into your way. I don't know what you want,cus i dun have the chance to talk out things to you. I love you most. To QianHui, Sis,thank you for being there for me when i need a shoulder to cry.Thank you for hugging me tightly when I cry out badly yesterday. I know at times you don't have time for me.I know you have to keep Oswald accompany.I understand and I know I can call you 24/7 if i need someone to talk you.We both cry,laugh and get angry with each other together. I still remember there was one night you called to hear me cry over the phone.I still remember. I love you man. To ShiHui, Sis,i also thank you for being there for me ytd when I cry like a baby.I get very emotional when it comes to this kind of stuffs. And I know you and Qianhui will be there for me when in need of listening ears without fail. I treasure you and Qianhui alot. I love you too. Sorry that this post is too windy and long. I know it's naggy. I can almost see it That dream I'm dreaming but There's a voice inside my head sayin, You'll never reach it, Every step I'm taking, Every move I make feels Lost with no direction My faith is shaking but I Got to keep trying Got to keep my head held high There's always going to be another mountain I'm always going to want to make it move Always going to be an uphill battle, Sometimes you going to have to lose, Ain't about how fast I get there, Ain't about what's waiting on the other side The struggles I'm facing, The chances I'm taking Sometimes they knock me down but No I'm not breaking I may not know it But these are the moments that I'm going to remember most Just got to keep going And I got to be strong Just keep pushing on, cause Keep on moving Keep climbing Keep the faith. |
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