You are my sunshine.. My only sunshine.. You make me happy when skies are grey...

PA Championship'09 had made me understand
how fragile a team can be but still we fight
through the war together and put the best in
the race.It's very contradicting to see the
crying,the leaving and the fumes scence in my
own team.

I didn't know my team was so fragile and breaking
apart soon.I love PA,they are my heart and soul.
This is where I grew up and learn.This is where
I found my passion.Crying out will not make them
come back.But crying out will make me feel better.
Everyone had the thought of leaving,so do I.But I
just can't ditch the team just like this.I believe
kok ling will make the team better and stronger.

- Qian Hui
- Shi Hui
- Vincci
- Wee Peng
- TheeBen
- Martien
- Kok Ling
- Veron

I thank you all for standing by me when i cry my
heart out yesterday when I need someone the most.
I love you guys always and I will give my
outmost performance for this team and you all.

To Kelward,

I believe you will read this post.The person I need
the most is you,but you aren't there.My sisters was
there for me until the very last moment,you came.I
appreciate it but my emotions couldn't hold.

Alot of people had negative thoughts on you.I knew
it all along.It's because of the past you had made
others gossip behind your back.I ask Nicholas and he
said it's better to see it in my own eyes than listening
to others.I felt better.I couldn't talk to you at times
cus you have been busy.Your commitment had taken up almost
7 days and your sch had taken up 5 days.

I have no one to talk to till now.It's always Qianhui
and Shihui.You're e most impt people in my life yet
I can't talk to you.And you always said that I got
influence by others.I never get influence,I just want
to get cuddle by you that's all.I want you to stroke my
hair,telling me how much you love me.I want you to hug
me in times when i'm breaking down.

I see the answer in your eyes baby.I know you love DB.
Maybe I should leave you to let you commit this without
freting about me.And i'm such a hassle to you.Getting into
your way.

I don't know what you want,cus i dun have the chance to talk
out things to you.

I love you most.

To QianHui,

Sis,thank you for being there for me when i need a shoulder
to cry.Thank you for hugging me tightly when I cry out badly
yesterday.

I know at times you don't have time for me.I know you have to
keep Oswald accompany.I understand and I know I can call you
24/7 if i need someone to talk you.We both cry,laugh and get
angry with each other together. I still remember there was one
night you called to hear me cry over the phone.I still remember.

I love you man.

To ShiHui,

Sis,i also thank you for being there for me ytd when I cry like
a baby.I get very emotional when it comes to this kind of stuffs.
And I know you and Qianhui will be there for me when in need of
listening ears without fail.

I treasure you and Qianhui alot.

I love you too.

Sorry that this post is too windy and long.
I know it's naggy.

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most
Just got to keep going
And I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith.

School was fun every single day with friends
around me who love to joke and of course,
playing sports everyday after school ; going to
gym,swimmining and of course basketball.Should
try touch ruby the next time.

i'm not tired physically but i'm mentally
TIRED.Engine's breaking down soon anytime
and I promise myself not to play after sch!
Just for tmr.haha.

Had track training today and I almost die
off after 40minutes of endurance running
but then i still manage to get it through.

oh god,i'm really tired lah.

straight to another point,TAYQIANHUI,where
the hell have u been man?I miss u like forever?
Sat we go have burger king together after race.
We already promised!

My hyper active classmates!

Tt's Phoebe.

bye guys,i really can feel my eye lids are closing.

Nights!

I'll be good after this post..

his life's full of training and sch.
I can't hung out with him for dinner during weekday,
I can't even ask him out for gathering with
friends.I can't talk to him about my stuffs.

I still don't know what's happening to me.
why would I care about so much stuffs and
concern about every thing while he's busy.
If i ever utter a single word to him,he's gonna hate me.

I'm gonna make sch and training to make me busy
as an excuse.

ok bye,will not blog as often these few days.I'm
making my race mood for sat and sun to set in now.
I don't want to fret about anything now.

gonna get my butt moving.study time.

you can't get everything in your life,choose wisely
before you regret.

Do you still rmbr this song?It mean alot to me.

Last 2 days training for the week!
and 2 days of hell with the SUN.
I'm burning like crap now. ):

darn sian,we had paddle fight today
during training with other team.
FUCK man.If I had a wooden paddle
today,I would have smack them real
hard.

Training had been better.Waiting for
PA paddle to come this coming weekend!
6 more days to go.

sch day tmr!

today's first day of sch for my higher
nitec in Sport Management!so excited abt
getting ready to start lesson proper but
it's like going back to a square one again.

well,thks guys for asking me how's my class
and stuffs.I love the class i'm in. {: having lunch
cum dinner with QH,Oswald and Shihui tmr at
Tampines after lesson then headed to SDBA to
fetch ONGTEEKENG (that barbie) after his training
in the evening.And i swore to god that he really
looks like a Barbie (PIG) when he's sleeping.shall
take his photo when he's asleep.

oh crap,sorry ar baby.you noe i love you.hehehe. D:

I thought i'm dead after accidentally hit my nose
under the freaking short desk and bleed.i bet
tmr i will be going to sch with a swollen nose in
the morning :|

ok,shall turn in to bed soon.baby's nagging (like
nobody's business)

BYE!

sushi madness for dinner ytd at J8 with baby.
i'm still craving for sushi! {:

Left 3 more sea trainings to PA paddle
championship.can't wait for this day
to come.

monday sch reopens!i'm so darn sian to
making new friends again. ): total
strangers man.ZzZzzZZZZZZzzzz.

so darn tired!must be draining all
my energy this afternoon.

baby,my love for you is increasing 8
months back.

ACHING LAH FEL!!!

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
Ive never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams
I dont know how you do what you do
Im so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby Im amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh it feels like the first time every time
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

I dont know how you do what you do
Im so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby Im amazed by you

I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby Im amazed by you.

<3 KELWARDONGTEEKHENG

Let the photos do the talking!
i'm backkkkkkkkkkkkkk! :DDDD

Baby with you, have become my addiction,
i'm so strung out on you
i can barely move, but I like it
You're the sweetest drug baby.

<3<3<3

KELWARD

i love you.i miss you.i need you.
i can't slp w/o u cuddling me.
i can't slp w/o u disturbing me.
i can't slp w/o u hugging me.

Looks like you've take my heart
away to your side.I love you baby.

I'm so excited about tmr!diving trips!
food!fun!camera whore!

still aching from tues gym workout and
I'm going to gym today to train again.
gonna get my stuffs packed for tmr as
well!

I'm missing 2 days sea trainings this
weekend! ):

Felicia

I ♥ Kelward
♥ Isaac Ong
foo_felicia88@hotmail.com

My Family ♥

Isaac Ong ♥ 23/08/2013 ♥

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